I don't think I'll ever fall in love and lose my virginity?

Hi madzx3, while I'm reading this I can feel myself getting very angry with you, your opinion of yourself leaves a lot to be desired. You regard yourself seemingly as not being pretty but what you don't seem to realise is that pretty girls don't very often get the guys. At least they might get the guys but very often the guys don't stay with them. There is a difference when a girl is pretty and a guy dates her only to find her personality is not up to standard. Pretty is never just good enough to hold a guy for ever. You have all these negative thoughts about yourself and really I should slap your wrist. You're a 15-year-old girl, and you seem to think because a girl is pretty then all the guys will buzz around her. If that was really the case then there would be a lot of guys with empty hands for a pretty girl can't be with them all. So stop putting yourself down, and think a little more positive. You may not be the prettiest girl in the world, but very often guys don't want pretty girls because have a reputation of dating guys and then leaving them. You are not gross you might not be popular but you're definitely not gross. It may surprise you but a lot of guys believe that beauty is only skin deep. And the skin itself is covered with chemicals to hide all the blemishes. So pretty looking girls without make up on don't look so pretty at all. 15 years old and you've already given up on boys, I can hardly think that you would believe that. You really make me mad at you, because that's not the way a 15-year-old girl should think. You say if a guy were to like you and date you, then half the school would make fun of him. You must understand that some guys don't worry about what half school thinks, they're much more interested in you, than to bother with half to school. So stop thinking as you are give yourself some self-respect and dignity, hold your head up high and don't let half the school make it drop. If you walk around with self-respect and dignity some guys are going to see that and want to know more about you. I suppose I can forgive you're thinking because you're still a very young girl. What I wouldn't forgive is you keeping on thinking this way. For it is pointless and it's tantamount to self destruction. And I never want to see any girl feeling like you do about yourself. So be good to yourself and tell yourself one day it's going to happen, and that day maybe tomorrow. I'm writing all this down just for you, and I don't like wasting time. So be a good girl and keep looking for a guy, for there are guys looking for you. I wish you happiness and a boyfriend.