I don't understand it, why is it so awkward? ?

Teenage love again.I think of it in this way:You love him but he doesn't love/hate you.Communication really helps to enchance relationships and talking on the internet has helped.What do you talk about online?Try talking face to face and less internet chatting.Hard to speak to him?Then buff up your courge and GO!There's no other way do get closer unless you just wait for another girl to take him.You may win,you may lose,but you will always gain EXPERIENCE.Learn from it and you'll do better in the future.