I just had sex, and now i feel awkward....help?

this isnt the first time i had sex, i was in a year long relationship with my boyfriend[we brokeup about 5 months ago with on and offs since then] and we had sex all the time.. i now have a new boyfriend who im completely crazy about, and i do love him.. but not completley iN LOVE , but hes unconditionally in love with me.. he smokes pot...alot. and i hate it; and we decided to take our relationship to the next level & we tried out sex.. and it was the most awkwardest thing ever.. like i was only the 2nd time hes done it[and hes a year and a half older than me] and he went form being so hard to soft. and we couldnt seem to get it, i feel so awkward now and like .. embarassed. though i know it wasnt me, it was him.. and like, urgh. idk what to do..